All That Angst

by Red & Yellow

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Songs written whilst in and about teenage angst.

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released 03 June 2015

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Red & Yellow Salt Lake City, Utah

We capture dinosaurs and train them to cook dinner for us on occasion. But we also have a secret three-step agenda:

1- Start an epic rock/pop band (check)
2 - Incite revolution
3 - Take over the world

You can help us, Red & Yellow, achieve this dream. Every time you download one of our songs, an orphan kitten gets adopted and gas prices drop. Let's save the world together!
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Track Name: Jewelry
Is my heart a badge you wear on your chest?
Is my love a thread, a hem on your dress?
Is all I am to you your jewelry?

Is my life a mess? You scatter the pieces
and my pride detest; destroy it completely
is all I am to you your jewelry?

I'll pretend I haven't figured it out
That all I am to you is a face in the screaming crowd
You'll collect me as a trophy set me up on the shelf
As I gather dust I'll ask myself

Is your love a lie? I believe it completely.
Are your words a knife? Cause they're cutting me deeply.
Is all I am to you your jewelry?
If I learned, became something resilient
would you throw me away--I'm just one in a million
Is all I am to you your jewelry?

So I take a look at the face in the mirror
as I fake a smile could it get any clearer
that all you are to me is misery?

Would it kill you to breath for a second here with me?
Or is your heart on a stage, guys line up to get played
Put on an act and then you take your bows
Well I missed try-outs.

Is your love a lie? I believe it completely.
Are your words a knife? Cause they're cutting me deeply.
Is all I am to you your jewelry?
If I learned, became something resilient
would you throw me away--I'm just one in a million
Is all I am to you your jewelry?

Now I know how it feels
to mean nothing to your everything
am I invisible as you make it seem
and is it irony that I'm drowning in your love
and it's killing me?

Was your love a lie, I believed it completely.
Was your charm a trial, well it's soon to defeat me.
Am I really nothing more than jewelry?

Is your love a lie? I believe it completely.
Are your words a knife? Cause they're cutting me deeply.
Is all I am to you your jewelry?
If I learned, became something resilient
would you throw me away--I'm just one in a million
Is all I am to you your jewelry?

Is all I am to you just jewelry?
Track Name: In My Mind*
She feels the breeze on her skin as it slowly breathes life to cold fire in her eyes. Staring into a vast sunset, the future is met with riddles and lies. Underneath the dim light, I can tell that inside she is hiding the truth. Through clenched teeth I speak, break the silence, retreat--shouldn't let my thoughts run loose.

Cause I'm still trying to decide what is real and what is lie. What have I still left to find? Thoughts are starting to get cold of what she still hasn't told me, or is it all just in my mind? Is it all just in my mind?

As sky embraces night, darkness consumed by stars, something's itching at her soul. Her lips are moving but I don't hear a thing, now watch my mind unfold.

Cause I'm still trying to decide what is real and what is lie. What have I still left to find? Thoughts are starting to get cold of what she still hasn't told me, or is it all just in my mind? Is it all just in my mind?

It's eating her up inside, pain that never fades nor loses spite. She knows it can't go on forever. It starts out small, but lie upon lie stacked up will fall and the truth will never, the truth will never die.

So I'm still sitting here waiting for a sign, but I guess you can't see what you're blind to. Should I forget my fear, say it's out of line, and let go of my sight?

Cause I'm still trying to decide what is real and what is lie. What have I still left to find? Thoughts are starting to get cold--what is it she still hasn't told me? ...Or is it all just in my mind? I wish that I could see inside, know what I've lost and take a side, let inhibitions lose their bind. But as all my doubts coerce, excuses start to seem rehearsed, I know it's not just in my mind. No, it's not just in my mind.